Hormones

It's a bloody Monday again.

My weekend was filled with emotions this time.

Yes, it is the 3 letter acronym - PMS.

I got angry because of way too many things and I end up crying to my aunty last Saturday. She called to discuss some personal stuff, and I just let it out to her. I think that was the first time she has heard me cry.

Blame it on the hormones.

But all was well towards the end of the day, and the rest of the weekend, although I was trying hard to pretend the menstrual cramps weren't there.

Missing

I can't seem to find my Oscar de la Renta sunglasses.
I like it because the lense is a a dark shade of maroon, not the typical brown or black I normally buy.
It's been quite some time since I last wore it and I hope it's in the house, somewhere.

zZz

I've got alot of pending stuff to do which I'm suppose to submit to my boss before the end of the week, but I'm so lazy and sleepy.
I've been surfing the net for the last one hour and I still am.
I gotta stop. And I'm gonna do so as soon as I publish this post.
Good thing I can't log in to Faceboook from the office. But I've still got my Blackberry to do that. :p

Last night, I slept in front of the TV while watching Desperate Housewives. Waking up at 6 a.m. for the last few days is really taking its toll. I need more sleep.

What I'm wishing for at this moment: Working from home in my PJs.

The Day I Detest Most

10th November 2008, Monday.
MONDAY.
Urghh.

The weekend passed so fast!
I was around Bangsar, Hartamas, Kota Damansara & Mont Kiara meeting up with a couple of friends including Ms. Elles Jr.
What a cutie!

I managed to catched 007 - Quantum of Solace with him. What a disappointment!! In my opinion, Casino Royale is so much better.
There were a few boring parts in the movie and some scenes weren't that impressive. Although I did like the scene in the theatre. That was cool.

My rating: 6 out of 10.

Sorry Daniel Craig, you didn't impress me that much as you did the last time.

Who to Trust?

As we all can see today, it is a dog-eat-dog world out there.
There are times when you thought that you could trust someone but at the end of the day, that same person is the one that hurts you most.

And I've been through that before and quite frankly, since then, I've never really trusted anyone 100%.
I think this way keeps us sane anyway, since if anything were to happen we would still be able to get a grip on our ownself.

I have just gotten to know about someone dear to me who has a so called 'close' colleague, but this person has spread bad things about him to others and I got to know about it today.
This was what happenned maybe a year and a half ago, and I knew the other side of the story since then.

I might be biase since I'm close to that someone. But it does hurt to know if whatever was said was true and were the missing pieces that I wasn't told 1 1/2 years ago.

But the fact that this guy could backstab his friend really made me think.

Are our friends really the people we can trust?

Or does everyone have a personal agenda?

And if that's the case, who can we really count on at the end of the day?

Histrionic Am I?

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

This was my results after taking this short quiz online.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Gloomy Tuesday

There's so many thoughts running in my mind right now.

And one of them is:

Am I being emotional if that someone makes other plans for dinner without asking me first, when he knows that we're seeing each other after work?

Fact 1: You've been pretty insensitive. And I put up with you.
And since it hasn't been a good day for me, you just made it worst, when I thought you could make my day.
Fact 2: I know you've spent 13 hours working on your Board Papers since 11 p.m. last night and you didn't get any sleep.
Fact 3: I know I have my faults every now and then, and you've tolerated my tantrums and what nots most of the time, but I just wished today would end up different than this.

I might be seen as inconsiderate since you're meeting up with your brother, but why can't you just do it tomorrow?

Anyway, I'm still seeing you in a while. Let's just wait and see.

I'm overacting, I know.

I need a Wendy's cheeseburger.