Missing

I can't seem to find my Oscar de la Renta sunglasses.
I like it because the lense is a a dark shade of maroon, not the typical brown or black I normally buy.
It's been quite some time since I last wore it and I hope it's in the house, somewhere.

zZz

I've got alot of pending stuff to do which I'm suppose to submit to my boss before the end of the week, but I'm so lazy and sleepy.
I've been surfing the net for the last one hour and I still am.
I gotta stop. And I'm gonna do so as soon as I publish this post.
Good thing I can't log in to Faceboook from the office. But I've still got my Blackberry to do that. :p

Last night, I slept in front of the TV while watching Desperate Housewives. Waking up at 6 a.m. for the last few days is really taking its toll. I need more sleep.

What I'm wishing for at this moment: Working from home in my PJs.

The Day I Detest Most

10th November 2008, Monday.
MONDAY.
Urghh.

The weekend passed so fast!
I was around Bangsar, Hartamas, Kota Damansara & Mont Kiara meeting up with a couple of friends including Ms. Elles Jr.
What a cutie!

I managed to catched 007 - Quantum of Solace with him. What a disappointment!! In my opinion, Casino Royale is so much better.
There were a few boring parts in the movie and some scenes weren't that impressive. Although I did like the scene in the theatre. That was cool.

My rating: 6 out of 10.

Sorry Daniel Craig, you didn't impress me that much as you did the last time.

Who to Trust?

As we all can see today, it is a dog-eat-dog world out there.
There are times when you thought that you could trust someone but at the end of the day, that same person is the one that hurts you most.

And I've been through that before and quite frankly, since then, I've never really trusted anyone 100%.
I think this way keeps us sane anyway, since if anything were to happen we would still be able to get a grip on our ownself.

I have just gotten to know about someone dear to me who has a so called 'close' colleague, but this person has spread bad things about him to others and I got to know about it today.
This was what happenned maybe a year and a half ago, and I knew the other side of the story since then.

I might be biase since I'm close to that someone. But it does hurt to know if whatever was said was true and were the missing pieces that I wasn't told 1 1/2 years ago.

But the fact that this guy could backstab his friend really made me think.

Are our friends really the people we can trust?

Or does everyone have a personal agenda?

And if that's the case, who can we really count on at the end of the day?

Histrionic Am I?

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

This was my results after taking this short quiz online.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Gloomy Tuesday

There's so many thoughts running in my mind right now.

And one of them is:

Am I being emotional if that someone makes other plans for dinner without asking me first, when he knows that we're seeing each other after work?

Fact 1: You've been pretty insensitive. And I put up with you.
And since it hasn't been a good day for me, you just made it worst, when I thought you could make my day.
Fact 2: I know you've spent 13 hours working on your Board Papers since 11 p.m. last night and you didn't get any sleep.
Fact 3: I know I have my faults every now and then, and you've tolerated my tantrums and what nots most of the time, but I just wished today would end up different than this.

I might be seen as inconsiderate since you're meeting up with your brother, but why can't you just do it tomorrow?

Anyway, I'm still seeing you in a while. Let's just wait and see.

I'm overacting, I know.

I need a Wendy's cheeseburger.

Relax and Unwind

I shall not shop for the next few months.
And I'm praying hard that money will grow on trees one day.
God, please make my wish come true.

I got myself 2 shirts and one halter top at A|X.
Tonight, my friends and I are hanging out and I might just wear my new top.

I'm not gonna dress as anything this Halloween.
Actually, the last time I had a costume was when I was 10, and at that time I was staying in Convent Station, NJ.
I turned up that year as a devil. My friends & I had a great time trick-or-treating around the area.
I think I still have the photo of me in that costume somewhere.
That year, when a bunch of guys came trick-or-treating at my place, my crush was also there. *blush*
Good ol' days. Oh how I miss them.

Happy Halloween!

Baby Girl

I received two smses from the new mommy and also another friend saying than Missy Elles has just delivered.

And it's a girl.

And you know what's weird? I feel like I wanna be a mommy too. I know I'm not even married yet, but the thought of being a mommy seems nice.

Pink frocks with matching socks and shoes and not to forget flowered hairclips. I know I'm gonna go crazy with the pretty stuff you can get for baby girls.

Congratulations again to the new mom & dad :)

On a different note, Missy Fawa is having trouble with her pregnancy. And her husband hasn't been very supportive throughout this crucial period.
I haven't gotten the chance to talk to her yet though, a mutual friend of ours told me she's not doing well and would need all the friends in the world to give her support. The last email I got from Missy Fawa was last Wednesday, telling me about her pregnancy and I knew I had to help in any way I can.

Since Missy Fawa got married, she has been busy with work and mending the house with 3 kids (she married a guy who has 3 kids from his previous marriage).
Now she is 4 months pregnant and the baby isn't doing very well. The baby's heartbeat is very weak and he or she is physically very small.

I've been trying to call her last weekend but she did not answer any of my calls. She texted me last night though, saying that she was discharged from the hospital on Saturday and that she has lots to update me. I answered her sms telling her that we should do lunch one of these days but she didn't reply.
She's probably not ready to tell me everything yet or for whatever personal reasons she might have, but I really hope she's handling this situation well.

I want to call her again. But I'm not sure whether it is the best thing to do now, since I don't want to be pushing it too much.

Little Bo Peep

I had a great weekend.

Last weekend I was in and out of the house the whole time visiting friends and family in Gombak, Bangi, Bukit Jelutong, and PJ. I missed my uncle's open house in Duta Heights though.......

I had another gathering at home for the family. We had nasik tomato and kuew teow goreng and this time round we chose to have blueberry cheese cake.

And the other great thing is that I got myself a few pieces of furniture and fittings from Macy.

... and that's why I missed my uncle's open house!

I got myself a TV cabinet that I've been searching high and low for and finally, I found one that I actually like and also goes well with the existing pieces I have in my bedroom.
And I also got a single seater fabric sofa for my bedroom too. Yeay.

Other items I bought:
1. A sheep skin rug
2. 2 table lamps
3. A table runner
4. Some bathroom accessories
5. Cushions

I can't wait for my new furniture to arrive on Thursday.

Now I can start scouting around for a 32' inch LCD TV :)

S.e.c.r.e.t

I got a a book.
But not the book I wanted. They didn't have 'My Best Friend's Girl' in stock at MPH Bangsar Village. So I decided to get Sophie Kinsella's 'Can you Keep a Secret?' instead.
Believe it or not, this will be my first time reading her book, if I finish it that is.

I still want the book by Koomson. And this time I'm just gonna get it at MPH Online to save me another trip to the bookstore. :)

Weekend here I come

Yes.
The day has finally arrived.
Good ol' Friday.
But now that I'm feeling a little under the weather, my plans might just change. Urghh.
I hope not though.

My weekend plans:

2 open houses in PJ and Tmn Melewar and a wedding reception in Flamingo on Saturday.
An open house in Duta Heights and a kenduri doa selamat in Bangi on Sunday. Also planning to check out Solaris.
A movie and just chillin' on Monday. I haven't gotten the chance to watch Max Payne yet. Mark Walberg - Grrrr...

Sax & The City

I had a good time last night. A relative of mine had an open house. The house was filled with good food, good music, and of course good company. A trio who played the sax, cello and guitar were around to entertain us the whole night. I didn't stay long though, they were going to have a karaoke session a bit later, but I had a really long day at work plus I wasn't feeling very well. I think I'm gonna catch a cold. I'm getting all the symptoms already. Double dose of vitamin C, here I come.

I also got to meet Tan Sri SY, the owner of Concorde Hotel. He's very jovial. And to think that he used to date my aunt Jen those days, I think they would look kinda cute together. But if that was the case, I wouldn't have my second cousin Elis around :)

Today, I am here at the office as I have an important meeting this afternoon and I have to finish up a Board paper that needs to be submitted before the end of the week. And to add to that, my boss wants me to be part of a very important team, which he sort of hinted that I would need to work my ass off this coming 2 weeks. Wish me luck people. But don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for this opportunity, since it's not offered to just anyone.